Back in bed.
I was up for about an hour & a half and had a visit with a good friend who came over. I got too dizzy and exhausted to keep up the visit, and she left with a big hug and lots of loving support.
I am so profoundly drained, I feel physically ill.
My parents *paid* a hefty fee to get on a plane home last night. It was all just too much for them, and they cut their visit 8 days short.
I feel sick.
I just need to sleep this all off.
Oh Sarah. How heartbreaking to have your parents leave early. At their age I would bet they just can't handle all the stress. Seeing their daughter in such pain and watching you go through this huge disappointment is probably way too real than just talking to you on the phone or sending emails. I'm so sorry they can't continue to be here for you. I hope that you can get this next surgery rescheduled soon and get on with your life.
ReplyDeleteSarah,
ReplyDeleteJust wanted you to know that I'm reading the blog, listening, hearing your pain and disappointment. I'm sending love your way, too. And yes, I love those Sesame St. songs!
Love, Miriam
Love you bunches. I can guess from my own life what it meant to have your parents leave. Know that there is lots of love surrounding you from those of us here who care for you...
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I can't believe your parents just turned around and went home!!
ReplyDeleteYou must all have been so very sad!!
The American in me says "sue!!" but I suppose their really is no solution to this whole thing.
I am so sorry that you are going through all this!
You are in my thoughts and prayers.
ReplyDeleteSarah: All I can send your way are prayers and virtual {{{{hugs}}}}}}.
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