home

I am home, Baruch Hashem.
Starting the new year with Fixing;
Tikun.
The road isn't a short one, but I am walking it,
one bitty step at a time.
The steps are painful today.
They will be tomorrow also,
but the pain will lessen
And I will do everything there is to do
to keep on fixing
to heal
and grow.

But for now I feel
nausea,
tiredness,
pain from the surgery (sharp, knife-like pain),
and even some fear.

Can't really explain about the fear.
I just gotta rest.

Thank Gd I'm home.
Quietly home.