Saturday, November 22, 2008

As another week begins, optimism seems too far away from my grasp

All last week, depressed and sick feeling. Sleeping away most of days (and nights). Feeling mildly fevery throughout the day & night, and frustrated with this leg pain with no diagnosis.

Basically I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired.

I am self consumed and am sick of myself.

What was I like before all this happened to me?

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  1. You were the same beautiful soul you are now...just a bit different, but then aren't we all.

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  2. ditto to Barbara R.
    Lots of love
    we love you

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  3. Here's a big { { { HUG } } }. You were the same person you are now. You just didn't have to think about it. You are very brave and very strong and a good mom to your kids. Some days it is just so hard to remember that and to remember to give yourself the pat on the back that you deserve.

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  4. Sarah,

    You were and are so beautiful, smart, and strong. Please turn to your family and pay whatever it takes to get yourself into a good solid therapist's schedule--the best one you can find. It will be and IS worth every penny. I send you my love and wishes. I believe in you, Sarah. Love, Ariella

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