Sick kids, and staying calm

I am still doing stuff, no matter how much I resolve to rest. I am still exhausted. Imagine if I hadn't decided to rest! This morning I had an appointment with my therapist. She is so great for me. She always comes out with wisdom for me, and she also acknowledges my own wisdom. It was my time to let go a bit and cry about my fears. I needed that, I've been keeping it together to stay strong for my family. The cry and verbalization of my feelings helped. But it also took a lot out of me.

After that, I decided to go to my favorite clothing store and spoil myself a bit. I found a few nice things. :-)

Then the boys came home early (Thursday is the early day). Dov announced that his throat has been hurting for a few days, and today it feels worse. The "keppy (forehead) kiss" fever test showed he was a bit warm. The thermometer agreed. I gave Dov an Acamol, made lunch, started the challot for Shabbat & pizza for tonight. Then Shifra's teacher called me to tell me Shifra is a bit hot and doesn't feel well. So I went out to pick her up [early]. She also had a fever, but no sore throat. Allow me to say... Bad Timing!

Then, as bad news comes in threes, we received a call from Ravit, our regular babysitter, telling us of the passing of her father today. He has been sick (leukemia) for some weeks now, and Ravit has been by his bedside in Soroka every day. So, along with feeling her sadness, we also realize the implications for us. Thankfully, we have a back-up, who is wonderful with the kids, and they love her. She is completely available until mid October, and is more than happy to come on a daily basis. Thank the Good Lord. She will sleep over Sunday night to Monday when Robert is with me in the hospital, and she will come as much as we need next week. Possibly even sleep other nights as well- we'll play it by ear. We'll give her the house key, and that gives us peace of mind. But it is bitter sweet because of Ravit's sadness, you know?

Now I am going out again for a few errands for myself to take to the hospital. This is my personal time, though, not doctors. But, I do have to take Shifra and Dov to the pediatrician tomorrow (actually I think Robert will) for throat cultures. Strep is just what we need now floating around the house. Oy. Robert & I hoped to take a nice stroll in an arboretum tomorrow morning, which would only happen if both kids feel well enough to go to school after the pediatrician. If not, it'll be a morning at home. It is what it is.

I am feeling more ready, especially after my meeting today with Lily (therapist), and some personal errands (I got myself a soft bathrobe, also).

Shabbat is planned to be quiet family time. No invitations, no guests. With under-the-weather kids and parents who desperately need calmness and rest, I'm sure Shabbat will provide.

Hashem will provide.
(Dad, I am reminded of your joke about 'Gd will provide'. Hehehe)