People I saw at a wonderful wedding last week would say that they can't believe that I am the same person who writes the blogs. I write about feeling like crap, and it isn't congruous to the Sarah in front of them, looking happy and healthy. I don't show it externally, I hardly ever do. If you live with me though, or come over at a time I am feeling sick, you'd get it. Robert certainly has had his share of Sarah not feeling well. Sometimes I think that it is nearly impossible for him to see me any other way anymore. (tears)
I've been struggling with too many migraines (and "migraine hangover" days thereafter), and a few days of fever and flu. Also there is "stuff" going on in my life that I cannot write about here (but which will be in my book...) which is making me just more melancholy these days.
And my mom is back in the hospital. Yesterday she had an 'episode', and she could barely string two words together.
All I wanted to hear was a cheery:
"happy birthday, my doll!"
as I've heard her say, every March third,
for the last 45 years.
I am sorry
ReplyDeleteSorry to hear about your mom and that you're feeling so down. I pray this will pass quickly.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry, Sarah.
ReplyDeleteHugs and hugs.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry, Sarah. I'm thinking of you.
ReplyDeleteHugs and love from me/us too!
ReplyDeleteDear Sarah hugging you virtually through this one too xxxooo
ReplyDeleteHugs!!!
ReplyDeleteBlessings to you Sarah.
ReplyDeletebrachot for a complete refua.
ReplyDeletebrachot for your special birthday!
love and warmth to your lovely family.
Dear Sarah,
ReplyDeleteHappy Birthday!!!
It's so good that you can get out socially and do things and be there despite all you're going through. That is a blessing. That is all I can say, is to see the positive in life, and the positive qualities in each member of our family and friends. That's the most we can do. Once we do that they'll respond in kind.
(We did a whole coaching program for parents of young adults and the results were fantastic).
and again, hang in there!
Love,
Hadassah
Dear, dear Sarah,
ReplyDeleteYou know I’m here if you need me.
Xoxoxo,
Miriam