Getting ready to put on eye shades and get back into bed. I tried to get up... I really tried. I got dressed, and got myself ready. But I am so insanely tired. This headache is threatening to get stronger if I don't pay it heed. I canceled my hydrotherapy. (you know I only do that if it's serious).
Good days, bad days. Advil figures fairly prominently in both sorts. Headaches, or hip pain. I take a lot of Advil. Real full blown migraines get the added plus of stronger meds.
I am sorry that to some of who who wrote me that all I have to do is decide to put this all behind me; it's a matter of a decision. Maybe that's how things were for you. I give my life my all, most of you know that about me. My kids are happy and feel so loved, I am truly blessed with a family that constantly loves me and understands my struggles.
I have to go to bed now. I'll set the alarm for another three hours, hopefully when the kids come home then I'll be better.
I am going to a neurologist tomorrow, but I don't have high hopes it'll get anywhere except more drug suggestions.
These are the days that Hashem kept me alive to live. I am living them, and coping pretty well. We all get our challenges.
Good days, bad days. Advil figures fairly prominently in both sorts. Headaches, or hip pain. I take a lot of Advil. Real full blown migraines get the added plus of stronger meds.
I am sorry that to some of who who wrote me that all I have to do is decide to put this all behind me; it's a matter of a decision. Maybe that's how things were for you. I give my life my all, most of you know that about me. My kids are happy and feel so loved, I am truly blessed with a family that constantly loves me and understands my struggles.
I have to go to bed now. I'll set the alarm for another three hours, hopefully when the kids come home then I'll be better.
I am going to a neurologist tomorrow, but I don't have high hopes it'll get anywhere except more drug suggestions.
These are the days that Hashem kept me alive to live. I am living them, and coping pretty well. We all get our challenges.
Good days and bad days. That's life.
It just feels so extreme sometimes, you know?
It just feels so extreme sometimes, you know?
You do really seem to be doing a good job of accepting it (at least in public!!), even when you don't like it... Kol haKavod for that! And I hope you get/got a good rest.
ReplyDeleteKeep on doing what you're doing... I know it's hard, but it seems to be working for you at least on the day to day, even though the big picture is crazy!